Sweet stuff = )

The results have been churning out this week, I guess I didn't do that badly, haha... Improved in BM, Sejarah and Math, but had a significant drop in Geography, too bad.. Should have paid more attention to it.. Moral isn't counted in the total mark so I was a bit disappointed coz I scored really well in it, haha..

I was third in the circuit board contest. The prize consisted of some stationery and six reference books, wow.... The six were on Sejarah, Geografi, BM, English and Science. Had 4 for SPM and 2 for PMR, not to mention a load of PMR model tests.... haha... Would have appreciated books on Chemistry, Physics and Biology though, I'm starting to sound nerdy right?? Haha, those books would be great..

Felt bored after the exams so I made a cake and some agar-agar with my mom.. I even fried my own teriyaki tenggiri fish after school.. But I finished it before I took a picture of it.. haha... Our class' notice board was decorated in a hurry, Shuang Yuan said that I had high expectations of it.. Well, in the beginning maybe, but it wasn't my work so it didn't matter much to me.. Really dislike the people that like to criticise but never lift a finger to help, they just yap and yap about how this is not right, that is not distinct enough and bla bla bla... Got quite mad at them yesterday, but as soon as the school bell rang, off I went, didn't wanna stay with them any longer..

Tomorrow's a holiday, there's school on Saturday though.. Wonder how many people'll turn up.. haha.. Another week in school, and it'll be Raya holidays~



My agar-agar with peaches and passionfruit..

Trying hard..

Haha, it's already the last day of the exam.. Could overcome all the hurdles for the past few days.. Surprisingly, I didn't have any stress at all this time round, felt so relaxed and calm.. But for the results, ah, that's up to God la.. haha...

It was a coincidence that the form 1 exam wasn't together with mine, so I could concentrate better on my own exams. Ever since my brother started secondary school, I never seemed to concentrate on my own revision, haha.. Had to be his tuition teacher, had to pester him to do his revision, and I always had to sit beside him and teach him.. Oh, especially Sejarah, had to tell him stories like a pro storyteller, haha... with action and all.. I made it so 'interesting' that even I couldn't believe it, haha... I had to talk and talk non-stop until late at night coz he kept butting in and asking me all sorts of weird questions... There was once when I even had a sore throat after teaching him, haiz.. I can't be a teacher, haha... After tomorrow, my bro's test'll be my priority.. haha...

I didn't go up to class once I reached school these few days, too lazy.. I have to admit I did stay downstairs for a particular reason, haha, but I was quite shocked with the result today, haha... So back to class I guess, I'm not gonna torture myself by staying downstairs anymore, it's no fun already.. Being with the classmates my age is much better.. Everybody seems to be excited about this test, they say that it determines the streaming for next year, so it's way important, ok, I understand... I wrote a really draggy english essay, playing truant? I didn't have a clue on how to write an essay about that... haiz.. and the title, lousy, I had no idea and it wasn't connected to my story, so I should flunk that.. Ya, you may think I'm bragging, but I admit I have high expectations and I can stress myself out just because I wrote something lousy, that's the way I was ever since I was little.. haha..

Wonder how my class will do the decorations for Merdeka, looking forward to that, haha...

Tried my best,

Thanks to the support from my friends, I was really confident and relaxed during the piano exam.. I don't mean I did great, but at least I think I can pass.. haha...

It's been quite hectic lately, with exams popping right in front of my eyes, everyone seems to be staying home, doing their revision and stuff, the exam's only a day away.. That confidence of mine has spread to my schoolwork I guess, since I'm typing away without any hesitation and worry about revision, taking it easy.. haha... I hope I won't be far off my mark though.. This week's been a happy week for me, especially today... I got to see something I like 6 times, wahaha...... Not gonna dwell on that anymore, all the best to my friends for the upcoming trial, gambateh!! ^^

Cool Saturday

I was so busy looking for novel conflicts for my BM homework that I even had to deal with my own in real life. It's so stressful when you get mad at someone, you tend to wonder, was it your fault or was it the other person's.. I often try to mend the situation first, but sometimes I feel like I'm trash to my friends, I feel like I'm always taken advantage of by them.. I love my friends very much, but they don't appreciate the things I do for them.. It always feels like I'm the one that always believes that their really good friends that will always be with me, but that's totally wrong.. I hate losing my temper at them so I just walk away before I say something I'd regret later. That often gets me in a very lonely situation, back to how I was long ago, dreadful.. But enough of the negative stuff, self optimism is good for me (haha, sounds familiar right, SH?), so being independent is a great thing. I don't need to be delayed because I'm waiting for my friend, I don't have lend my book to my friend to bring home to copy the work that obviously I did, and hand it in myself early the next day, not to mention having to sweat it out all the way to the teacher's room. I don't want to do all that anymore!! I'm sick and tired of it, I do it for you guys, but you don't seem to give help when I need it... Maybe I'm too sensitive, but I'm standing my ground, I do not want to be treated like garbage..

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Today's seminar was a waste of time, I didn't like the speaker much. She actually called someone a moron in public, I don't understand how she could say that... haiz.. That guy just made a stupid remark, and since I sat in the front row, I heard her saying that guy won't understand what she said... Disgusting...

Got a box of pencils for answering an extremely easy question during the talk on safety in school, the people that I knew were kinda shocked that I went out to give the answer. They said that they would never dare to do such a thing coz it's embarassing.. So, you need self confidence as well as be brave to do such a thing, haha...

Bringing it to a close for today, I'm gonna be keeping my cool this fine Saturday~