Christmas

The PMR results are out, most of my friends scored straight As, congrats to them! ^^ Feeling really happy for my friends. Was gonna have my celebratory dinner XD, then they ran out of my favourite fried chicken, haiz.. Had to opt for something else, I'm so relieved my father didn't walk off since they didn't have what we wanted to order, he usually does that, phew... It was an interesting evening... clearing the kitchen... The hose from the washing machine got detached and the whole kitchen was flooded... = = And there was a rat that ate a whole bag of chillies under the fridge, gross... Of course the rat wasn't there waiting to die, but all the dried chilly skins were.. I couldn't even imagine how much chillies the rat has been eating.. 10pm - mopping the kitchen floor a dozen times, using the water jet to get the chilly skins out of under the fridge, me in my pjs.. haiz.. It's Christmas Eve already, took 5 minutes to write this, haha..

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! Happy holidays folks.. XD

Digging into the holidays

Sharing the pc with my bro is just terrifying, especially when I want to play maple T.T... I do lots of housework when he plops himself in front of this thing called the monitor you're looking at, and doesn't move after that.. I practically have to get up when he's still asleep to play, sob.. The holidays have arrived and I have lots to focus on, my piano, gu zheng and probably taichi, haha.. Not to mention learning how to cook..

I go to my mum's shop almost everyday, learn the medicines and stuff, meet nice customers, unreasonable ones, neurotic ones, ones that cough and sneeze into your face, ones that seem like they wanna steal and some that bring 5 little children with squeeky shoes to run around the shop.. Sometimes it's really nerve wracking..

Looking forward to December when I can finally go out, of course with my family, when my aunt visits us.. I won't be cooped up at home for the whole holidays after all, phew.. My father just asked me what time I slept last night, he's been doing this since a long time ago, he already has a motto - the more you sleep, the taller you'll grow..

I don't think I'll be on my blog for a while, happy holidays~ = D

Went to Petrosains and Aquaria, the trip was alright, I guess. Petrosains wasn't all that great, I still had the impression that sitting in the moving thing at the beginning and the end of the visit was just to conceal the fact that throughout the visit, the feel was just mediocre.. nothing special.. Aquaria was better, but I imagined it to have more stuff in it.. I sort of remembered that it was different from the way it was the last time I went there.

We went there after lunch, so as expected, nobody ever is punctual nowadays, we were like so late when we reached Aquaria.. My friends wanted to buy a bottle of water, we were at the food court, but they didn't want to buy water there. So I tagged along to Cold Storage since I didn't want to stray from them like I did in Petrosains. I couldn't believe they had to pick a bottle of water for like 15 minutes, so I kinda' ditched them and became an independent, again.. Followed the signs, and ran across the carpark, I didn't dare tell my parents about that, could feel the sub I had for lunch jump around in my stomach, and when I reached there, I found no one.. When we finally got in, I was first in line and the attendant actually asked me "Why do you look so sad, come, be happy, jump and say you're HAPPY!!" = =.. I squinted and looked him straight in the eye, and said " I'm not gonna jump. " End of story, he didn't dare bug me after that, haha... Actually, I become quite my old self when I'm not in a group, antisocial like anything... I feel much more at ease, though..

Back at school, I'm stuck with helping Pn Ku with her so-called analysis of PMR questions and Pn Chong with her never ending work she's giving out.. Not trying to be calculative or anything, but some teachers just are too much, they think since they're teachers they can ask us to do anything they like and most importantly, expect us to do it.. I really want to get my hands on the guy that gave me afternoon duty to distribute the school duty, he even jumbled up the words of my name around, I just hate it when people do that, they think they're so smart... = =

The coming week is going to be a nerve-wracking one, my bro's results are coming out.. haiz... He could play maple for hours and he didn't bother a bit about the exams, I mean I should be the one playing, not him... Oh well, it's my turn to play now~

Holidays,, started

The main thing I do nowadays probably is playing maple story, haha.. That's a more fun thing I can do that won't get my brother bored and probably me too. It's boring going to school and I only go once a week, it's necessary for me I guess, because it's easier for my parents. I can do the housework and tutor my brother.. Geez, he's just started his revision for the year end exam that's due in like 2 days.. = = Crash course man...

I'll be going to KLCC on Friday. Gonna visit Aquaria and Petrosains.. Have no idea what got into me last month to have signed up for the trip without anyone else in my class going.. But it ain't that bad, I've friends from other classes. I signed up solely for the reason that I really like going to these kinda places. So it won't matter if I was going with a bunch of friends or not.. Maybe this may sound like I'm consoling my poor self, but... no, that's not it.. haha.. Have a faint memory of going to Aquaria with someone close before, but I'd like to go again, with a sense of freedom I guess, since I'm already much older. Hey, it's my first school outing, better appreciate it, because I don't know whether it'll be my last. It was so hard to get permission to go..

Hope my friends have a good time at Broga and I hope my friends that kinda' betrayed me have a nice, boring holiday~ : p

Over, ya...

PMR's over and housework starts and won't end till next January.. My duty is to wipe the floor of the whole house, with a pail of water and a rag, not a mop, great... Actually I'm sort of wishing that there are still exams, well, that's certainly better than sitting in the hall and in the seminar room for ages.... Played games in the hall, watched movies in the seminar room and that was about all.. I can't believe I slept through half of Avatar... Gosh, when the door slammed I jumped, haiz...

Since PMR's over, I'm determined to finish reading a book, considering the fact that I've failed to finish a single storybook this year, how sad.. The title? The Thief Lord, haha... It's not bad, it's about two orphans that run away to Venice and join a group of thieves, maybe it's just me but I really like it.. Like the story and I like the Italian words.. Next I'm hoping to read Girl of Fortune, by Isabel Allende, hope I got her name right, haha... Wonder what I can find in the book fair on Monday.. Hoping to get the type of Chinese novels some of my friends are crazy about.. Wonder whether I'll buy it and leave it in my bookcase untouched.. Let's hope not..

Everybody's busy checking their answers for the pmr exams, I don't wanna have anything to do with it.. Too lazy.. Quite a few of my friends offered to give me the answers, even when I get an sms, I don't read it.. I mean, what's the point?? You can't go to the ministry and demand your answer sheet be given back to you even if you are wielding a knife can you? Ya, that's hysterical.. haha... Anyway, I see no purpose in checking, but most guys just do it to feel secure..

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Life's short and simple, it may have it's ups and downs, good times as well as bad.. Try to keep it at its best, not complicate it. Don't live miserably, step out of the darkness and into the light.. There's always a pot of gold on the other side of the rainbow right?? When I mean gold it's equivalent to happiness.

So relaxed... = )

COUNTDOWN : 2 days till PMR..

Hey, it's time all 3rd formers sit for the biggest academic exam of the year. I bet everyone is slugging away with piles of books around them, but the facts don't seem to register into their brains, hehe.. My mom's afraid of me, 'cause I only revise in school and not at home.. Haha, currently watching korean dramas...

It feels like I'm not really worried about the PMR, I'm not stressed out at all, surprising for me.. My seniors in the Taichi Club were quite surprised too, when they saw that I attended the lesson for today. Collected my specs today, I only have to wear it when I'm looking at the board and the computer and stuff like that. And what caused me to become a 'four-eyed' er.. 'thing'.. or human being, well, it's the contraption sitting in front of you.. Right, it's the computer.. = =

Good luck to everyone taking the exams! Pray hard, keep cool and don't revise too much = D

Pressed..

Been really short of time lately.. Can't seem to find any time to do.....revision.. haha.. Feel like only a few of my classmates actually log into facebook lately, what on earth happened to the others?? Probably doing their preps for the exams.. haiz.. Better step up my game if I don't wanna regret it later.. XD

I guess I've been pretty relaxed, doing origami, watching tv, surfing the net, on facebook.. and writing in my blog.. haha.. I can't believe I'm reading manga.. shocking.. even to me.. haha.. Ah, the stuff I got from my aunt.. She went to Japan last month, so I benefit from it.. Got pens, a small pouch and a whole load of biscuits and stuff my cousin got me, my fridge is like it's gonna breakdown already.. My brother got a t-shirt saying 'I love sushi' XD.. He said he didn't want to wear such a weird thing.. So.. I inherited it.. yay = =

Had so much food lately.. I may not be able to fit into my pinafore when school starts.. Had xiao long bao at din tai fung in mid valley, sushi at sushi tei (they opened an outlet in the gardens already.. took over yo sushi I think), soup at espressoup, nasi kandar at SS2, indonesian food at bumbu desa at the Curve.. The nasi kandar, sushi and the xiao long baos were really good.. The worst was the Indonesian food.. I'm never going there again in my life.. The food was hardly edible, the squid was so tough you could chew your jaw off.. The lighting was terrible.. It was so dark, ya, romantic ambience is one thing, but not being able to see the bones in your fish??? I actually had to bring my piece of fish to a lamp beside me to pick out the bones.. = = The drinks were sooo expensive.. Was so unhappy with that place.. Hated it.. Looks like I had Chinese, Western, Japanese, Malay and Indian.. Wow, I'm interconnecting sejarah with my food already..

Tried to fry char kuey teow tonight.. a nightmare... The kuey teow stuck onto the wok and wouldn't let go.. = = Well, it was almost perfect the previous times.. haha.. I guess this is probably the best way for me to learn to accept failure.. Won't be updating my blog for a while I think.. maybe until after pmr?? Not sure about anything now..

Ya.. that's a rice scoop.. cute~

Holidays coming soon.. : )

The two-week-long holidays are gonna start soon. Planning to study during that period of time and it seems like the only time left to study for the PMR, so I'm not gonna let it pass that easily.. haha.. Maintained my total score for last month's test, but my Chinese wasn't good this round, but Moral pulled my mark back up I guess.. Oh well, what matters is the PMR so this trial isn't that important. But I felt disappointed for one of my friends when he didn't get really great results, like he always did, I was quite sad I think.. I'm sure he's capable of scoring straight As.. haha.. I have doubts whether the trip to Broga will actually carry on as planned, hope it will even though I can't participate..

Helping my brother seems to be taking its toll on me.. I tutor him till late and he falls asleep while I'm talking.. ugh... I get little sleep as I go through reference books to mark out facts to minimize everything he needs to read.. I seem to be working harder than for my own exams... = = I knocked into a girl yesterday while going to class, dozing off while walking?! After tonight, I'll officially be free.. I have no idea how I'm going to go through 3 chapters of History in 2 hours with him.. And I have to translate everything into English and make up all sorts of weird stories so that he can remember the facts on top of that.. I can't believe I actually said that Parameswara wanted to eat chicken rice balls so badly so he decided to go to Melaka = =.. I tend to think about food lately, haha.. I made another cake the other day, I love chocolate.. haha.. The whole cake, from icing and everything was chocolate.. I think I like almost anything that's chocolate, except yoghurt.. My favourite for that has to be strawberry.. : D

Going to Singapore on Saturday, spending the weekend there.. Going there again on the weekend just before school starts.. I'm going to sit back and relax during the trip, looking forward to the goodies~

Sweet stuff = )

The results have been churning out this week, I guess I didn't do that badly, haha... Improved in BM, Sejarah and Math, but had a significant drop in Geography, too bad.. Should have paid more attention to it.. Moral isn't counted in the total mark so I was a bit disappointed coz I scored really well in it, haha..

I was third in the circuit board contest. The prize consisted of some stationery and six reference books, wow.... The six were on Sejarah, Geografi, BM, English and Science. Had 4 for SPM and 2 for PMR, not to mention a load of PMR model tests.... haha... Would have appreciated books on Chemistry, Physics and Biology though, I'm starting to sound nerdy right?? Haha, those books would be great..

Felt bored after the exams so I made a cake and some agar-agar with my mom.. I even fried my own teriyaki tenggiri fish after school.. But I finished it before I took a picture of it.. haha... Our class' notice board was decorated in a hurry, Shuang Yuan said that I had high expectations of it.. Well, in the beginning maybe, but it wasn't my work so it didn't matter much to me.. Really dislike the people that like to criticise but never lift a finger to help, they just yap and yap about how this is not right, that is not distinct enough and bla bla bla... Got quite mad at them yesterday, but as soon as the school bell rang, off I went, didn't wanna stay with them any longer..

Tomorrow's a holiday, there's school on Saturday though.. Wonder how many people'll turn up.. haha.. Another week in school, and it'll be Raya holidays~



My agar-agar with peaches and passionfruit..

Trying hard..

Haha, it's already the last day of the exam.. Could overcome all the hurdles for the past few days.. Surprisingly, I didn't have any stress at all this time round, felt so relaxed and calm.. But for the results, ah, that's up to God la.. haha...

It was a coincidence that the form 1 exam wasn't together with mine, so I could concentrate better on my own exams. Ever since my brother started secondary school, I never seemed to concentrate on my own revision, haha.. Had to be his tuition teacher, had to pester him to do his revision, and I always had to sit beside him and teach him.. Oh, especially Sejarah, had to tell him stories like a pro storyteller, haha... with action and all.. I made it so 'interesting' that even I couldn't believe it, haha... I had to talk and talk non-stop until late at night coz he kept butting in and asking me all sorts of weird questions... There was once when I even had a sore throat after teaching him, haiz.. I can't be a teacher, haha... After tomorrow, my bro's test'll be my priority.. haha...

I didn't go up to class once I reached school these few days, too lazy.. I have to admit I did stay downstairs for a particular reason, haha, but I was quite shocked with the result today, haha... So back to class I guess, I'm not gonna torture myself by staying downstairs anymore, it's no fun already.. Being with the classmates my age is much better.. Everybody seems to be excited about this test, they say that it determines the streaming for next year, so it's way important, ok, I understand... I wrote a really draggy english essay, playing truant? I didn't have a clue on how to write an essay about that... haiz.. and the title, lousy, I had no idea and it wasn't connected to my story, so I should flunk that.. Ya, you may think I'm bragging, but I admit I have high expectations and I can stress myself out just because I wrote something lousy, that's the way I was ever since I was little.. haha..

Wonder how my class will do the decorations for Merdeka, looking forward to that, haha...

Tried my best,

Thanks to the support from my friends, I was really confident and relaxed during the piano exam.. I don't mean I did great, but at least I think I can pass.. haha...

It's been quite hectic lately, with exams popping right in front of my eyes, everyone seems to be staying home, doing their revision and stuff, the exam's only a day away.. That confidence of mine has spread to my schoolwork I guess, since I'm typing away without any hesitation and worry about revision, taking it easy.. haha... I hope I won't be far off my mark though.. This week's been a happy week for me, especially today... I got to see something I like 6 times, wahaha...... Not gonna dwell on that anymore, all the best to my friends for the upcoming trial, gambateh!! ^^

Cool Saturday

I was so busy looking for novel conflicts for my BM homework that I even had to deal with my own in real life. It's so stressful when you get mad at someone, you tend to wonder, was it your fault or was it the other person's.. I often try to mend the situation first, but sometimes I feel like I'm trash to my friends, I feel like I'm always taken advantage of by them.. I love my friends very much, but they don't appreciate the things I do for them.. It always feels like I'm the one that always believes that their really good friends that will always be with me, but that's totally wrong.. I hate losing my temper at them so I just walk away before I say something I'd regret later. That often gets me in a very lonely situation, back to how I was long ago, dreadful.. But enough of the negative stuff, self optimism is good for me (haha, sounds familiar right, SH?), so being independent is a great thing. I don't need to be delayed because I'm waiting for my friend, I don't have lend my book to my friend to bring home to copy the work that obviously I did, and hand it in myself early the next day, not to mention having to sweat it out all the way to the teacher's room. I don't want to do all that anymore!! I'm sick and tired of it, I do it for you guys, but you don't seem to give help when I need it... Maybe I'm too sensitive, but I'm standing my ground, I do not want to be treated like garbage..

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Today's seminar was a waste of time, I didn't like the speaker much. She actually called someone a moron in public, I don't understand how she could say that... haiz.. That guy just made a stupid remark, and since I sat in the front row, I heard her saying that guy won't understand what she said... Disgusting...

Got a box of pencils for answering an extremely easy question during the talk on safety in school, the people that I knew were kinda shocked that I went out to give the answer. They said that they would never dare to do such a thing coz it's embarassing.. So, you need self confidence as well as be brave to do such a thing, haha...

Bringing it to a close for today, I'm gonna be keeping my cool this fine Saturday~

Burnt... ouch..

The circuit board assembling competition was held today... I substituted for Zhu Yi, hehe.. It went quite well, suprisingly.. I did alright I guess, Yan Yi got first again, congrats to her!! : ) Zheng Jie didn't do well though, but at least he tried, he said he wanted to gain experience.. Three of us sat together during the competition, we got new soldering tools, too.. = = I was relieved that I didn't need to fiddle with the old ones that don't heat up..

I helped May Leng with hers after I finished mine, she seemed to be struggling with it, together we tried to fix it as we faced time and time again, the words "TRY AGAIN, there's something wrong with it..." by En. Halias as he kept on smiling.. = = Got burnt here and there as I held the components for her as she used the soldering tool on them, yeah, they're conductors, so it was really stupid of me to hold them.. But at least after trying and trying and when she was about to give up, we tried one last time... and it could work!! We were ecstatic.... So it was worth it to see her so pleased, haha... Each of us received a file as a token for our participation.. Yue Shi and Jia Ying took part as well..

Still working on my headgear thingy for Art, wonder whether it'll come out right.. I don't think many of my classmates would actually make it.. oh well, it's good fun trying to make it, haha. So it was quite a fruitful day indeed!! Kudos to myself.. : )

I wanna work hard..

I wanna work hard... but it seems hard to work hard.. haha.. I try to read or do revision but I tend to get caught up in playing games, I know, I was nothing like that last year.. But I feel like I'm enjoying my time in school more, so it's.. er okay... : )

70+ days till PMR, time really passes quickly, I've been in that school for three years already.. PMR seems like a big deal, ugh.. Jing Ni said she'd get a new handphone, cash and a er... nice dinner or something if she scores straight As while Mun Yee wants an iPod touch.. It feels like bribery... Oh well, I don't expect anything from my parents, coz exams are just an evaluation of how much you have learnt, so there's no need to go overboard over it.. No doubt I too, won't feel happy if I don't get good results but we shouldn't push ourselves over the line.. And me being the 'kan cheong' type, I get tensed up quickly, really hope I can take it easy.. Have to put in more effort for my piana exam for me to be able to pass, literally..

Hope to have a good week ahead, oh I'm tired... : P

Spot..check..

Hehe, we got checked from head to toe after the assembly and a 'thorough' spotcheck in class.. The prefects went through our bags, files, pencil cases or anything that could be used to hide stuff, kinda funny but it was quite frustrating when everybody's liquid paper got confiscated.. My friend even hid her handphone in the bishy potted plant..Today felt really hectic when I sacrificed my recess time to look for stuff in the library, sounds nerdy... haha... Oh well, I found great stuff for my essay but it wasn't going to be marked by the teacher, too bad...

I feel really good after my class was announced as the cleanest class for last week, it sounds unimportant but it means quite a bit to me, haha... Sometimes I wish my classmates would be more proactive in keeping the class clean but I'm always left disappointed.. Worked hard mopping the floor yesterday, my friends said that I wasn't being 'elegant' or something mopping the floor on a chair.. haha.. that was really a weird experienced, since I'm used to being a prim n proper, demure girl since young, haha..

Hope to be the cleanest class for next week too!! : )

Lost and cannot be found..

Today was a really unlucky day.. Money was stolen from our class, it's really frustrating as one by one our classmates report their money missing.. The er.. thieves even took all my coins from my bag... talk about desperate.. Seems like my english oral test went quite well yesterday.. The examiner was a Chinese that converted to Islam..

Today, Yik Fei said they're in support of my efforts in creating a cleaner class or something like that, and he said I always looked sad... I just smiled.. I have to admit I've been sulking a lot lately, I don't intend to be like that but I can't really help it.. I'm so used to being the strict, no-nonsense type since I was a kid... Sometimes I burst out laughing, but that's actually the normal side of me, relaxed and 'real'.. Hope I'll be myself more often, haha.... Chee Hoong said if we are announced as the cleanest class for the month they want me to go up on stage, it's a small matter, but I think they're really optimistic...

Ah, the taichi agm will be held tomorrow.. and the pengerusi is unbelievably one of my best friends in the club... Hope to be happier as the days go by.. fighting!! I guess I've been watching to many korean shows, haha...

School's started for about 2 weeks already.. Still not quite used to it, still stuck in holiday mode, can't seem to get back into the 'hardworking' swing, haha.. Jun Yee was so er.. kind, I suppose, to treat us to some of her birthday cake, Happy Birthday!! :)

There was an education fair conducted on a small scale in our school. It was quite good I think, for a first-timer like me, although I kept questioning myself whether I was too young to be browsing aroung like the form 5 students. On the other hand, I did gain some experience and found some interesting courses.

At first, I didn't feel like going, but after Mun Yee and I saw that our friends get freebies from the fair, I thought why not? I mean there's no harm in looking around.. Went round and round looking at the booths one by one, some seemed rather interesting, and others seemed dead, er.. dull.. I mean... Just as I was looking at Berjaya's booth, the person in charge of the booth asked me to sit down, I thought oh no, I won't be able to understand a thing, I even started having cold sweat... haha.. He explained the culinary arts course and to my amazement, it really caught my interest and I had an instant liking to it..

I was supposed to be scavenging for brochures on pharmacy, coz I always thought I was going to be in that line, but hey, things change as time passes.. Anyway, I still have about 3 years to thinks about it, sometimes it seems like a whole load of time, and sometimes it feels like it'll disappear in a flash.. I'm gonna keep my options open, not about to decide now.. I don't think my friends really have a course that they like in particular, well, except Cheah Chooi Mun. I lost track of where my buddies were and ended up with her, she said she really wanted to study medicine, to me it seems really tough.. She said that interior designing, culinary arts and a whole bunch of stuff was not suitable for us.. us?? Man, I was a bit ticked off but I came back to my senses and continued walking around with her..

Only one more month till my piano exam.. I'm really bad at music, haha... Don't think I can do well.. Trying to work harder.. :)

School's starting

My trip to Melaka was quite fruitful, walked a lot.. haha.. I miss my aunt since she went home yesterday. I'm quite sad but school's back in session tomorrow, gonna have to work hard to improve in the next exam. Hehe, I'll get to see my friends again. Some photos of my birthday cake, my favourite flowers and some from the trip~

some 'wo tie' that I made with my bro

Birthday today..

Thanks everyone for your wishes, very happy to see them. I only got 1 present from my friends this year, he let me in on a 'big' secret, I have to admit I was quite disappointed but life's like that, the more you hope the more you're crushed when it doesn't turn out right.

But I'm really happy today, I went to IOI Mall to shop. Bought 3 shirts and a pair of shorts. Really liked them, then we had some sushi at Sakae. I'm going to Melaka this Sunday -- jalan-jalan.. will have to walk a lot.. This holiday's going great for me..

Tomorrow's Zheng Jie's birthday so happy birthday to him, happy birthday to my bro on the 15th n happy bday to zhu yi on the 16th.. Happy birthday to Angel on the 30th o! So many people to wish in June.. haha... Be HAPPY everybody!!!!!!

Free at last...

Yes, the exam's are finished.. The only subject I prepared a week earlier was Sejarah, the rest, well, prepared for them a day before the exam, but I hope everything'll be okay. I was really disappointed today, I got really low marks for Chinese, and I struggled in Maths, so it wasn't a really good day for me..

The only thing I can say is.... I'll try harder next time!! Hope I'll have the determination to work harder though.. Going to Singapore tomorrow, going to unwind during the 2 week break. Going to celebrate my birthday without my friends this year, just with family.. Have to vacate my room for the holidays because my aunt's visiting for the holidays, love that she'll be here..

Brace myself after the holidays for a big blow to my standing in class, haha...

Happy birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Gao Jun, hope you have a nice day tomorrow! ^^
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Such a tiring week... I'm so glad it's over. I was so tired that I ignored my friends most of time for the week. Didn't feel like there was energy in me to bother about them. Most of them already started studying, I feel like I'm left behind already, better start soon.. This exam is going to account to 30% of the marks for streaming next year, so it's pretty important, but of course, not as important as PMR, so I'm not gonna take it too hard, I'll burn out.. haha..

There's nothing really interesting these days.. I went shopping with my mother for....... bedsheets.. Didn't find anything appealing, only found them in shocking colours.. haiz... Going to Jusco on Saturday to hunt for better ones..

Wishing everyone all the best and good luck for the upcoming exams. ^^

Goodbye...

It's been a week since I last saw you in class.... You left us for a better place faraway, we understand. Farewell, my friend, we will all miss you.

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Looking around for info for the Civics project, I really hope this is the last worthless project that I have to put up with. I quite pleased with the fact that I mopped the class floor today, hadn't worked so hard for ages.. Although I was drenched in sweat, it was 'refreshing' and satisfying considering I couldn't stand all the dirt marks on the floor. Appreciated the help from Chee Hoong, Brandon, Mun Yee and some other guys.. at least they helped me... Feeling a bit disappointed after chatting with a friend, but I'm sure I'll bounce back in no time..Why did he have to tell me about that person, he got me all jumbled up but he tried to 'console' me, haiz...
That good-for-nothing presentation thingy may be in my itinerary for tomorrow, dreading that.. Wishing everyone all the best.

Another project......

Another irritating project is 'bestowed' upon me... haiz.... Yes, this too has got me trapped in a teary state.. I really dislike projects, they really disrupt my life..

Fine, I'm in a group consisting of Cheah Chooi Mun, Fu Xiang Yun, Chee Zheng Jie and Lee Ying Xian.. It's not that bad, I guess... I couldn't really stand Jing Ni's grumbling when she was chosen to be in that group, which is understandable, clear-cut, most of them were not her 'type'.. I sort of saved her, haizz..... Sacrificed myself, and regretted it quite a bit... I'm so used to pulling myself out of a group when needed 'cause everyone won't get out themselves, willingly.. I just don't like all the fuss when you look at me and I look at you, wondering 'eh, you want to get out or not??' I didn't have friends and was a loner anyway, so it didn't matter because I depend on only myself, no one else, and I like to do things my own way.. But being attatched to my buddies now, I regretted pulling myself out.. Felt so sad and lonely after that..

And then Zheng Jie said thank you for joining his group, I actually felt appreciated and I was a bit happier, at the same time trying not to show him I felt really uneasy in that group... Jing Ni got mad and asked me why I didn't come back after she suggested for the teacher to disperse the group I was in, oh well, I couldn't just leave my teamates like that, I knew I would regret that much more than leaving my buddies, it would just be unfair to those guys... Sorry, Jing Ni.. I realized that I shouldn't stick with the same people all the time, I should mix around with other people, I mean versatile people are usually the successful ones, aren't they?? This shall be a turning point for me... Things will be normal again after this storm is over, the end..

You should understand everything now right? Thanks for not asking me anything about it after school, I know I would have snapped at you and say things I don't really mean.. Thanks so much, my friend..

Pass..

Yes, the week's going great for me.. I'm as happy as I used to be with all the projects out of my way.. Loved everything today, I liked how I woke up at 6am without any means of falling back into my pillow for the extra five minutes, I liked the classes, I liked my lunch - sweet sour pork and sizzling tofu, haha.... I stayed happy well, up to now... I really liked the cereal prawns I had for dinner...

Nice week for me... All I have to do now is finish the Chinese essay I've put off for about TWO WEEKS... that's so unlike me, wahaha.... Today's Art class was rather surprising when I got a modest box of poster colours, something I was meaning to buy, for winning a competition or something to design the cover of a textbook, a really boring task.. Anyway, I didn't even realise it was a contest, I thought it was homework.. = = As for the English essay thingy, no thrill, no instant joy like what I experienced last year after being announced as a winner... That feeling wasn't there... Was it because the twins weren't here anymore?? Guess so, I feel so weird... = = I recovered after Mei Xin congratulated me and stuff, congrats to the other winners.. I hope my classmates will cooperate next week after I tweaked the system a bit.. Can't believe I had the confidence to talk in front of my class... = = And why in the world did they clap...haiz.... just don't get it...

Oh, I hope to have a really good week like this one... Gambateh everyone!!

Smooth? no...

I guess this is what they call a 'rough patch'.. These days are passing by slowly and painfully... Issues at home really affect me at school.. And those projects... urgh... Most of my friends say I'm stressed out, but I just feel frustrated from the things at home, and only a fraction is contributed by the stupid projects given by a terrible teacher. But I'm going to turn things around soon and retrieve my used-to-be carefree, happy lifestyle.

Next up, the Geography project. I feel that it's easier than the History project, too bad my friends don't agree with me. I really don't like the way my group pressurize me to finish my project immediately so they can copy it just like that. If I look at it postively, my group members are just good friends in need.. But if I look at it negatively, they seem to be slugs sucking the life out of me... = =

Been listening to Avril Lavigne's songs lately, not bad, I mean I like them.. They were released quite a long time ago, but I never dreamed to like her songs, considering her style..

Went for the camp last week, it was quite good and I didn't have lunch just because... oh never mind... The English Club's activity last Thursday was unexpectedly great.. It was a sort of treasure hunt, all in English(of course) and they were quite well-thought of.. But the most 'memorable' thing last Thursday, was probably feeding Cheah Chooi Mun her laksa.. = = She was torturing herself with that bowl of noodles with the reason "I don't wat to waste food lerr.." I mean she is good for not wasting her food, but making everyone wait for her to pick up the last few strands of noodles... Wat??? Anyway, I grabbed her chopsticks, fished out the 'precious' noodles and fed her... no offense...haiz... I'm so grateful that I was 'trained' to use the chopsticks correctly... I'm not trying to be boastful or anything, I'm just really thankful that I don't have to make people wait for me to gobble noodles..

I broke one of the 'legs' of an LED today during KH, I hope I can fix it on Monday... Have to concentrate on being positive.. haha...

Saturday..

Who in the world would have known that the primary school was in session today.. This plus the annoying rain that didn't seem to stop.. I was sitting on the steps until I felt there was cold water on my back, eeww, someone actually stepped into a puddle of water and it splashed onto my shirt, what la... Why on earth do we have to jog around the field when it's raining and when there are tons of people blocking the way.. I still don't get the ignorant idea of our club chairman... Miserable drizzling was enough to make a jam behind the school as parents stopped in front of the gate and slowly with their umbrellas, they waddled down in search of their children.. Just because cars will building up rapidly behind the school, I had to call my mother to come later than 10.30 as we planned, talk about bad luck..

Well, I got my hair trimmed today, I liked it before my parents asked me to get it recut, obviously not liking the more 'trendy' kind of hairstyle, but hey, I do listen to them.. So it's back to the more dorky, down-to-earth style.. oh well... I'm just the type that doesn't defy her parents.. We already made plans about our outing tomorrow, having laksa and prawn mee at a wonderful shop in somewhere in or near Taman Sega, and then buying nyonya kuih and perhaps stopping by Jusco Cheras Selatan to do some grocery shopping, My brother and I are most likely to be shooed of to Popular bookstore, and there I will start to debate, to buy or not to buy = =.. I used to like reading since young until my mother didn't like buying storybooks for me since I would finish reading the book even before we reached home, so there ended my liking for reading, but I hope I can rekindle that 'old flame' of liking reading.. someday, hopefully.. Life is getting back on track bit by bit for me after the blow of losing someone important to me, Dad.. He's an uncle that I call Dad since we're so close. Ya, I still tend to tear sometimes, thinking of Dad..

Life has to go on, and I think that things will become normal again even after he's gone, but there will always be a part missing from my life, his presence.. So long, Dad...

Sien a......

I'm so tired from this week... Next week should be even worse... My debating group will have a last minute practice thing next Thursday and I'll stay back for well, chess club... Then on Friday it'll be the real thing - the debate.. = = Although I persuaded the others to let me be the reserve, I still had to do a heck lot of work... missing tons of precious napping time.. haha... Then on Saturday I'll attend that motivational camp for PMR, not sure whether it'll be of much use, but I thought of giving it a try.. At least there are people accompanying me, I hope..

Ah, my sejarah project is making some progress, I guess Mun Yee and I are the only ones doing the project on a festival other than CNY... I can't believe Chee Zheng Jie helped me to look for info on Deepavali.. I didn't even ask him seriously so I was really shocked when he came towards me and said that his dad will look it up for me... shocking... And he thanked me for helping him sweep the floor every week.. I mean what??!.. Anyway thanks a bunch Zheng Jie.. ^^ I bet Mun Yee'll be laughing by herself when she sees this.. = =

Shuang Yuan wanted us to change our seats so that the debating group could sit together to discuss things about the debate.. I had to ask Gao Jun and Sze Han to 'evacuate' their seats so that we could sit there, luckily they didn't make any fuss, thanks guys.. But in my opinion, we achieved practically nothing, so I decided to return to my original place earlier than planned, finally sat at my usual spot, hah... I hope to get my hair trimmed soon, it's getting hotter and hotter nowadays... I hope that my schoolife goes well... ^^

Busy

Phew, what a tiring day I had today.. I have no idea how I got into the BM debating team and how a teacher got my phone number to talk to me about the debate... how scary... I guess I'll have to spend my weekend glued to the computer to look for info for my Sejarah project as well as for that wretched debate.....ugh... After the funeral last Saturday, I had been a bit unsteady, I had drastic mood swings to start off the schoolweek, I can't believe I started crying when I reached my classroom on Monday.. = =

Today was an interesting day, I saw a green spider on my shoulder and Mei Xin shooed it off and it dropped somewhere, who knew that it was on Mei Xin until she started screaming, haha.. poor thing... I actually killed it with a pen, anyway that was what Mei Xin said, she said that the spider had only 6 legs left... = = How on earth am I going to do my Sejarah project.. I'm practically going nuts now... Guess I won't have time to go facebook-ing this week.. haiz...

Oh well, I promised myself to work harder so I'll try my best to stay away from my computer room.. haha.. Hope to have a great, normal week ahead...

All mixed up...

I'm all mixed up n can't find my way out.. Readying myself for a horrible week at school soon.. Dreading for the results to be announced, sienz... I have no idea on what I have to do now.. KH and Sejarah??

Forget about it... I'd rather stare at the computer than do those things.. Now I'm drowning in literature from The Ancient Rime of the Mariner or something like that to The Charge of the Light Brigade.... Funny how I have to engross myself in reading this type of stuff by authors who are long gone.... Samuel Taylor Coleridge, Francis Bacon, Thomas Gray.... Why can't I do the things my peers are doing?? I'm so bored and don't have anyone to chat with.. On one hand I wish school won't start, on the other, I'm anticipating it... How about you??

Vanished..

Exam's over, everything seems back to normal.. Not expecting good results this time round, didn't prepare much.. How I hope a miracle will happen.. Moral is definitely gonna pull me down.. But who cares?? It's only the first test, it's not like the end of the world... Sien a, what am I going to do this holiday....

Now, the only friend that I had in Primary 6 has migrated to Australia.. Wish you all the best but I feel sad that you're gone now.. The only person that would be around to keep me company when no one else would.. When others disliked me, you would be there to help me get through the hard times.... Why did you have to go?? Didn;t realise that you were so important to me right? haha... The day that I found out you were leaving was the day that my afternoon was blank.. Thinking back when we were in Primary 6.. Wasted a lot of time by the way... = =

Anyway, will be missing you... and I hope you will be happy there.. ^^

Back to School

Chinese New Year is about to end soon, school has started already and the exam's are coming up in a week, but I haven't prepared myself for it, haiz.. Chinese New Year in Singapore was great, I received a camera from my cousin as a present, it's a Samsung S45, nice.. It was fun snapping photos in the botanical gardens with it. Went through Chinatown but didn't find it impressive.. I took some photos in a park that had huge lighted figures of the 12 zodiac animals..

Been watching some Korean dramas on KBS, like Master of Study and Slave Hunters, both of these are quite alright considering they're totally different.. Going to school every morning is really hard for me now, can't seem to wake up. And there's this stupid artwork where we have to draw the cover of a science textbook, I just don't want to do that.. It's so useless and boring.. Wish that there's something more meaningful for me to do.. Hehe, but I'm still happy when I'm with my friends in school, because of them, school life isn't dull at all. Love my friends.. Hope we'll be together for a long long loooong time...haha.. I think I already took 900+ of photos in the past two weeks, how insane..







Can you believe that this was crafted from fish bones?? -At a restaurant called 'No Signboard" = =

Chinese New Year is coming....

Wow, I'm sick already.. Hope to get well before CNY. Bought some calligraphy brushes, ink and a brush-holder-like thing during my visit to Chinatown last week. I have to practice playing the gu zheng for CNY because my aunt and her family will be visiting so it'll be a surprise to celebrate CNY with me playing the gu zheng. Just got a webcam so that my family can talk to her like 'face to face'. Had to fiddle with it a bit, but I got it working anyway... Have a Happy Chinese New Year and keep your spirits up if you feel down!! : )

Back

Wow, I survived two months without Internet, no facebook no blogging nothing... Finally I can resume my life as it was two months ago, escaping never-ending housework.... It took me a while to get used to attending school in the morning. The first day was weird when people couldn't recognize me because of my new hairstyle, anyway it looks boring.

All the teachers go nuts when they start talking about PMR, you are 3A you know, you should bla bla bla bla..... My attention span cuts right there, ignoring it and yearning for it to be over as I do something else such as well, daydreaming.. History class isn't as boring and lifeless as it used to be, and I can't believe that I'm starting to dislike my English lessons, they're so dull and boring that I want to get out of the class right away, I have to admit I enjoy BM better... With the horrifying Maths teacher with us, there's always time that you will have to be awake and answer whatever question she 'shoots' at you. As scary as it is, she's not so bad.. = =

Ugh, I'm actually the AJK for cleanliness in our class, point blank, I'm the cleaner for the class... I sweep, clean the whiteboard, get rid of rubbish, arrange the tables... It makes me look like a cleanliness freak... Had a tiny bit of fun during KH last Monday, poor Gao Jun with his missing pencil case, he really has a bunch of weird friends..

Going to give taichi a miss until after CNY. Tomorrow's photo day, a nightmare for me...haiz.... The first month was boring with a slight tinge of fun, but all in all, a good start for the year 2010.