Pass..

Yes, the week's going great for me.. I'm as happy as I used to be with all the projects out of my way.. Loved everything today, I liked how I woke up at 6am without any means of falling back into my pillow for the extra five minutes, I liked the classes, I liked my lunch - sweet sour pork and sizzling tofu, haha.... I stayed happy well, up to now... I really liked the cereal prawns I had for dinner...

Nice week for me... All I have to do now is finish the Chinese essay I've put off for about TWO WEEKS... that's so unlike me, wahaha.... Today's Art class was rather surprising when I got a modest box of poster colours, something I was meaning to buy, for winning a competition or something to design the cover of a textbook, a really boring task.. Anyway, I didn't even realise it was a contest, I thought it was homework.. = = As for the English essay thingy, no thrill, no instant joy like what I experienced last year after being announced as a winner... That feeling wasn't there... Was it because the twins weren't here anymore?? Guess so, I feel so weird... = = I recovered after Mei Xin congratulated me and stuff, congrats to the other winners.. I hope my classmates will cooperate next week after I tweaked the system a bit.. Can't believe I had the confidence to talk in front of my class... = = And why in the world did they clap...haiz.... just don't get it...

Oh, I hope to have a really good week like this one... Gambateh everyone!!

Smooth? no...

I guess this is what they call a 'rough patch'.. These days are passing by slowly and painfully... Issues at home really affect me at school.. And those projects... urgh... Most of my friends say I'm stressed out, but I just feel frustrated from the things at home, and only a fraction is contributed by the stupid projects given by a terrible teacher. But I'm going to turn things around soon and retrieve my used-to-be carefree, happy lifestyle.

Next up, the Geography project. I feel that it's easier than the History project, too bad my friends don't agree with me. I really don't like the way my group pressurize me to finish my project immediately so they can copy it just like that. If I look at it postively, my group members are just good friends in need.. But if I look at it negatively, they seem to be slugs sucking the life out of me... = =

Been listening to Avril Lavigne's songs lately, not bad, I mean I like them.. They were released quite a long time ago, but I never dreamed to like her songs, considering her style..

Went for the camp last week, it was quite good and I didn't have lunch just because... oh never mind... The English Club's activity last Thursday was unexpectedly great.. It was a sort of treasure hunt, all in English(of course) and they were quite well-thought of.. But the most 'memorable' thing last Thursday, was probably feeding Cheah Chooi Mun her laksa.. = = She was torturing herself with that bowl of noodles with the reason "I don't wat to waste food lerr.." I mean she is good for not wasting her food, but making everyone wait for her to pick up the last few strands of noodles... Wat??? Anyway, I grabbed her chopsticks, fished out the 'precious' noodles and fed her... no offense...haiz... I'm so grateful that I was 'trained' to use the chopsticks correctly... I'm not trying to be boastful or anything, I'm just really thankful that I don't have to make people wait for me to gobble noodles..

I broke one of the 'legs' of an LED today during KH, I hope I can fix it on Monday... Have to concentrate on being positive.. haha...

Saturday..

Who in the world would have known that the primary school was in session today.. This plus the annoying rain that didn't seem to stop.. I was sitting on the steps until I felt there was cold water on my back, eeww, someone actually stepped into a puddle of water and it splashed onto my shirt, what la... Why on earth do we have to jog around the field when it's raining and when there are tons of people blocking the way.. I still don't get the ignorant idea of our club chairman... Miserable drizzling was enough to make a jam behind the school as parents stopped in front of the gate and slowly with their umbrellas, they waddled down in search of their children.. Just because cars will building up rapidly behind the school, I had to call my mother to come later than 10.30 as we planned, talk about bad luck..

Well, I got my hair trimmed today, I liked it before my parents asked me to get it recut, obviously not liking the more 'trendy' kind of hairstyle, but hey, I do listen to them.. So it's back to the more dorky, down-to-earth style.. oh well... I'm just the type that doesn't defy her parents.. We already made plans about our outing tomorrow, having laksa and prawn mee at a wonderful shop in somewhere in or near Taman Sega, and then buying nyonya kuih and perhaps stopping by Jusco Cheras Selatan to do some grocery shopping, My brother and I are most likely to be shooed of to Popular bookstore, and there I will start to debate, to buy or not to buy = =.. I used to like reading since young until my mother didn't like buying storybooks for me since I would finish reading the book even before we reached home, so there ended my liking for reading, but I hope I can rekindle that 'old flame' of liking reading.. someday, hopefully.. Life is getting back on track bit by bit for me after the blow of losing someone important to me, Dad.. He's an uncle that I call Dad since we're so close. Ya, I still tend to tear sometimes, thinking of Dad..

Life has to go on, and I think that things will become normal again even after he's gone, but there will always be a part missing from my life, his presence.. So long, Dad...

Sien a......

I'm so tired from this week... Next week should be even worse... My debating group will have a last minute practice thing next Thursday and I'll stay back for well, chess club... Then on Friday it'll be the real thing - the debate.. = = Although I persuaded the others to let me be the reserve, I still had to do a heck lot of work... missing tons of precious napping time.. haha... Then on Saturday I'll attend that motivational camp for PMR, not sure whether it'll be of much use, but I thought of giving it a try.. At least there are people accompanying me, I hope..

Ah, my sejarah project is making some progress, I guess Mun Yee and I are the only ones doing the project on a festival other than CNY... I can't believe Chee Zheng Jie helped me to look for info on Deepavali.. I didn't even ask him seriously so I was really shocked when he came towards me and said that his dad will look it up for me... shocking... And he thanked me for helping him sweep the floor every week.. I mean what??!.. Anyway thanks a bunch Zheng Jie.. ^^ I bet Mun Yee'll be laughing by herself when she sees this.. = =

Shuang Yuan wanted us to change our seats so that the debating group could sit together to discuss things about the debate.. I had to ask Gao Jun and Sze Han to 'evacuate' their seats so that we could sit there, luckily they didn't make any fuss, thanks guys.. But in my opinion, we achieved practically nothing, so I decided to return to my original place earlier than planned, finally sat at my usual spot, hah... I hope to get my hair trimmed soon, it's getting hotter and hotter nowadays... I hope that my schoolife goes well... ^^

Busy

Phew, what a tiring day I had today.. I have no idea how I got into the BM debating team and how a teacher got my phone number to talk to me about the debate... how scary... I guess I'll have to spend my weekend glued to the computer to look for info for my Sejarah project as well as for that wretched debate.....ugh... After the funeral last Saturday, I had been a bit unsteady, I had drastic mood swings to start off the schoolweek, I can't believe I started crying when I reached my classroom on Monday.. = =

Today was an interesting day, I saw a green spider on my shoulder and Mei Xin shooed it off and it dropped somewhere, who knew that it was on Mei Xin until she started screaming, haha.. poor thing... I actually killed it with a pen, anyway that was what Mei Xin said, she said that the spider had only 6 legs left... = = How on earth am I going to do my Sejarah project.. I'm practically going nuts now... Guess I won't have time to go facebook-ing this week.. haiz...

Oh well, I promised myself to work harder so I'll try my best to stay away from my computer room.. haha.. Hope to have a great, normal week ahead...