Happy birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Gao Jun, hope you have a nice day tomorrow! ^^
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Such a tiring week... I'm so glad it's over. I was so tired that I ignored my friends most of time for the week. Didn't feel like there was energy in me to bother about them. Most of them already started studying, I feel like I'm left behind already, better start soon.. This exam is going to account to 30% of the marks for streaming next year, so it's pretty important, but of course, not as important as PMR, so I'm not gonna take it too hard, I'll burn out.. haha..

There's nothing really interesting these days.. I went shopping with my mother for....... bedsheets.. Didn't find anything appealing, only found them in shocking colours.. haiz... Going to Jusco on Saturday to hunt for better ones..

Wishing everyone all the best and good luck for the upcoming exams. ^^

Goodbye...

It's been a week since I last saw you in class.... You left us for a better place faraway, we understand. Farewell, my friend, we will all miss you.

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Looking around for info for the Civics project, I really hope this is the last worthless project that I have to put up with. I quite pleased with the fact that I mopped the class floor today, hadn't worked so hard for ages.. Although I was drenched in sweat, it was 'refreshing' and satisfying considering I couldn't stand all the dirt marks on the floor. Appreciated the help from Chee Hoong, Brandon, Mun Yee and some other guys.. at least they helped me... Feeling a bit disappointed after chatting with a friend, but I'm sure I'll bounce back in no time..Why did he have to tell me about that person, he got me all jumbled up but he tried to 'console' me, haiz...
That good-for-nothing presentation thingy may be in my itinerary for tomorrow, dreading that.. Wishing everyone all the best.

Another project......

Another irritating project is 'bestowed' upon me... haiz.... Yes, this too has got me trapped in a teary state.. I really dislike projects, they really disrupt my life..

Fine, I'm in a group consisting of Cheah Chooi Mun, Fu Xiang Yun, Chee Zheng Jie and Lee Ying Xian.. It's not that bad, I guess... I couldn't really stand Jing Ni's grumbling when she was chosen to be in that group, which is understandable, clear-cut, most of them were not her 'type'.. I sort of saved her, haizz..... Sacrificed myself, and regretted it quite a bit... I'm so used to pulling myself out of a group when needed 'cause everyone won't get out themselves, willingly.. I just don't like all the fuss when you look at me and I look at you, wondering 'eh, you want to get out or not??' I didn't have friends and was a loner anyway, so it didn't matter because I depend on only myself, no one else, and I like to do things my own way.. But being attatched to my buddies now, I regretted pulling myself out.. Felt so sad and lonely after that..

And then Zheng Jie said thank you for joining his group, I actually felt appreciated and I was a bit happier, at the same time trying not to show him I felt really uneasy in that group... Jing Ni got mad and asked me why I didn't come back after she suggested for the teacher to disperse the group I was in, oh well, I couldn't just leave my teamates like that, I knew I would regret that much more than leaving my buddies, it would just be unfair to those guys... Sorry, Jing Ni.. I realized that I shouldn't stick with the same people all the time, I should mix around with other people, I mean versatile people are usually the successful ones, aren't they?? This shall be a turning point for me... Things will be normal again after this storm is over, the end..

You should understand everything now right? Thanks for not asking me anything about it after school, I know I would have snapped at you and say things I don't really mean.. Thanks so much, my friend..