Results for the first test are out, most people are nuts about their results. They swarm around the teacher one by one, trying to squeeze marks out of the teacher, are they trying to make the teacher vomit out the marks or what..... If you don't get the stupid mark, then why bother, it's just the first test for God's sake. Making a table to compare marks with other 'competitors' is the most stupid thing they can come up with.. Paranoid. Anyway, I'm being way to calm about my results, they're mediocre I guess, not brilliant like Xin Rou and Chooi Mun. I mean, I'll never be up to par.. So why bother, haha..
Always listening to Korean songs lately, not that I can understand them, just like the melody. Listening to ballads by IU, nice.. Ok bah, lazy to continue, haha...
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
March test's over =D
This test is the first test for form 4. It's different, that's what I can only say.. haha.. No more objective questions for most of the subjects and even the history paper is in subjective form. I think this is probably the most ill-prepared test I have ever gone through. I did revision for almost all the subjects on the eve of the test, except History, I think I did that probably about a week ago..
The Accounting paper was okay, my accounts balanced at first, but after rewriting it with pen, it didn't... omg, and at the last minute... So I couldn't change it.. Handed it in and byebye.. That was one of the few subjects I didn't really struggle in.. Anyway I saw my results already. My paper didn't have my name on it = = I saw the results because Pn. Wee tracked down the owners of the nameless exam papers... There were 6 of us I think, I got a glimpse of my test paper.. Fine, it's not wonderful but it's great considering the lack of revision.. The English results came out today, it's good.. I was quite surprised that there was a comprehension where you needed to write your own answers.. Only those two are out, just days after the exam.. I don't think I'll fail any subject but you can't be too sure I guess, hehe..
While other people were revising, I was playing maple and leveling up.. haha.. So it ought to serve me right if I do fail.. My parents don't give me pressure at all, but it seems like other parents really care about what their children get in the first form 4 test, come on, as if it's life-changing, give them a break.. Like what my mom says, take this test as a gauge to see how much you know and where are your weak points. That's all there is to it in this monthly test thingamajiggy.. So no worries~
The Accounting paper was okay, my accounts balanced at first, but after rewriting it with pen, it didn't... omg, and at the last minute... So I couldn't change it.. Handed it in and byebye.. That was one of the few subjects I didn't really struggle in.. Anyway I saw my results already. My paper didn't have my name on it = = I saw the results because Pn. Wee tracked down the owners of the nameless exam papers... There were 6 of us I think, I got a glimpse of my test paper.. Fine, it's not wonderful but it's great considering the lack of revision.. The English results came out today, it's good.. I was quite surprised that there was a comprehension where you needed to write your own answers.. Only those two are out, just days after the exam.. I don't think I'll fail any subject but you can't be too sure I guess, hehe..
While other people were revising, I was playing maple and leveling up.. haha.. So it ought to serve me right if I do fail.. My parents don't give me pressure at all, but it seems like other parents really care about what their children get in the first form 4 test, come on, as if it's life-changing, give them a break.. Like what my mom says, take this test as a gauge to see how much you know and where are your weak points. That's all there is to it in this monthly test thingamajiggy.. So no worries~
Friday, February 25, 2011
Confusion - the stepping stone to clarity (I hope..)
Everything I learn seems confusing. I don't understand what they mean, how they come about. I feel like the sun's covered totally by dark clouds. Only little rays of light shines through. Clarity's blocked by confusion. It's tough. The exam's in two weeks. Chemistry, Accounting, History... They're the ones that I can't give up on, I want to try till I get it. Chemistry is by far the worst. Don't understand anything and can only stare and stare at my book while others are rushing about with their answers. Everything seems to be in standstill mode at times. Barely get to be on the computer, play my piano and practically sleep. Was really glad I got the oral test out of my way today, I knew I'd regret it the whole weekend if I hadn't volunteered. Going to take tonight off homework and just relax and play games. No study stuff gonna bother me, at least not tonight...
Friday, February 11, 2011
Post CNY
Chinese New Year's practically over. It's noisy every night, with firecrackers and fireworks 'bang'ing throughout the night.. Lost loads of sleep for the past week, and I'm now sick. Cough, cold, fever.. I rarely get sick and when I do I always get it bad.. = = I dread going to school now, facing classmates that seem like geniuses is very annoying. My buddy said if you don't have tuition help you can't possibly get good results... Nah, she's so annoying.. I'd rather have free time than have my time clogged up with all sorts of tuition nonsense.. No matter how lost and tired I get without tuition, I don't care.. Nothing much to say, wonder whether I'll recover soon........
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Little flashes of light..
Things have been sooo messy for the past two weeks. Seriously lagging behind other people in Math n Add Math.. Someone actually told me I can't catch up coz I don't go for tuition. I need like thrice the time to finish the math questions than others, the Chinese teacher piling copying work for me to throw myself upon, and work from my perkhidmatan stuff.. Missing being just an ordinary student with no strings attached. I think I did get a little over-emotional at times in school, but I always feel better once I let it out a little, sometimes crying even makes me feel a little lighter.. My parents tend to argue over petty matters these days, that really stresses me. My friend gets mad at me out of the blue coz I didn't answer her question immediately, omg, I just wanted to ask someone for the answer to her question and boom, an explosion, scary.. I can't let out anything that's bottled inside of me at home I guess, where else can I? School, lols..
Anyway, it's not that serious, I'm just over-emotional and a bit of a weakling I guess..XD Things are surely to get better, I really have to get rid of this unorganized, messy, everything-out-of-place kinda lifestyle. I'm happy with my life, seriously.. Loved bio class, when we used the microscope and the plant cells and animal cells, haha.. I really like this kinda experiments.. Like what someone told me, you can't be too kind, so ok, I cut down on my kindness and didn't help him draw the observation XD Today's chemistry was a flop I think, my group members said that our boiling tube exploded when Ben Sheng put it in the beaker, it was caused by a reaction to the sudden temperature change they said.. There's so much schoolwork to do during the CNY hols, wonder whether I'll have time to finish it... T,T Been playing maple with Brandon, he and Xiang Yun are like so hooked to that game that they actually discuss it in school = = I think I'm slowly becoming immune to rubbish on the floor, was a bit paranoic about bits of paper and dirt on the class floor coz I wasn't used to that type of 'surroundings' after year-end break.
Tomorrow's the jogathon, missed it last year I think, but not this year. Haiz.. another day of jogging till my feet go numb and feel like they're gonna drop off.. After that, I'm gonna balik kampung lo.... Gonna leave at about 3pm, and we're estimated to arrive at around 8, after the ERP or ECP or E whatever... Coming back on Sunday, then going back to Singapore on the 19th I think, so I'll miss replacement class. Hope I'll be able to catch up on that days lessons ^^ I'm really a slowpoke, grr...
~~ Happy Chinese New Year! =D ~~
Anyway, it's not that serious, I'm just over-emotional and a bit of a weakling I guess..XD Things are surely to get better, I really have to get rid of this unorganized, messy, everything-out-of-place kinda lifestyle. I'm happy with my life, seriously.. Loved bio class, when we used the microscope and the plant cells and animal cells, haha.. I really like this kinda experiments.. Like what someone told me, you can't be too kind, so ok, I cut down on my kindness and didn't help him draw the observation XD Today's chemistry was a flop I think, my group members said that our boiling tube exploded when Ben Sheng put it in the beaker, it was caused by a reaction to the sudden temperature change they said.. There's so much schoolwork to do during the CNY hols, wonder whether I'll have time to finish it... T,T Been playing maple with Brandon, he and Xiang Yun are like so hooked to that game that they actually discuss it in school = = I think I'm slowly becoming immune to rubbish on the floor, was a bit paranoic about bits of paper and dirt on the class floor coz I wasn't used to that type of 'surroundings' after year-end break.
Tomorrow's the jogathon, missed it last year I think, but not this year. Haiz.. another day of jogging till my feet go numb and feel like they're gonna drop off.. After that, I'm gonna balik kampung lo.... Gonna leave at about 3pm, and we're estimated to arrive at around 8, after the ERP or ECP or E whatever... Coming back on Sunday, then going back to Singapore on the 19th I think, so I'll miss replacement class. Hope I'll be able to catch up on that days lessons ^^ I'm really a slowpoke, grr...
~~ Happy Chinese New Year! =D ~~
Thursday, January 13, 2011
In darkness..
Form 4 life has started for like 2 weeks already. I'm still shrouded in pitch-black darkness, can't seem to keep track of what I'm doing, and wait.. sometimes I have no idea what I'm doing..
Form 3 was like rowing your paddles in a sampan to get to your destination. Form 4 is like.. hopping into a speedboat and not being able to even hold on to the controls.. Form 3 was like going round and round a merry-go-round, so simple, so stable. Form 4 is like going on a roller coaster, fast-paced. So unpredictable.
Everyday is like intense army training for the brain. So much information is being crammed into the organ in so little time. Before you understand what has just been fed to you, another huge spoonful comes along and forces you to swallow it. The lessons are mind-boggling aside from being nerve-wracking. It's terrible when you start seeing words appear then disappear as the duster goes past it. Everything comes and goes in an instant. Nothing seems to wait for you.
What I want is accompaniment. Be it with a friend or just someone I know. Someone to walk with to the school gate after the last bell rings to talk about the day and stuff. Dunno why, but that takes a huge load off me, makes me feel lighter. Happier. I like to smile and laugh a lot these days, even if there's no reason.. Yeah, sometimes hard things get impossible when you keep a straight, blank face. But being around someone who talks about nothing but studies and maybe a bit of other stuff is literally boring. Even in class, my friend has her own work to the for the time being and always leaves her place to talk to someone else about her work for PPS. That leaves me alone to stare into space, so I try to make myself busy by getting hold of anything to do, even reading the Malay novel that I never finish reading every year. We don't have a lot of stuff to talk about coz she says she's lazy to open her mouth to talk.. What!? And sometimes it's scary when she isn't in a good mood, it pressures me so much when she doesn't answer me or when I ask her what's wrong, it's like she starts telling me a bit then cuts it off by saying "No lah, I should be talking to someone else about this". It hurts me as a friend and I feel so uncomfortable. Sometimes she's ultra friendly and I just have to suit her mood. Be friendly to her when she's happy and stay away when she doesn't bother to reply. This hot and cold feeling is definitely what I hate the most. I don't even know why we got together in the first place. It was fine the first week but starting the next it was hot then cold, hot then cold. It's puzzling to think about what goes on in her head. That's just the negative part, don't get it the wrong way, I don't hate her, nor do I dislike her, I really like to be her friend actually. There's positive too.. She's great at schoolwork and she's really nice when she feels like it. That's all to say about the two weeks with her, obviously there are more negatives but I still really like her as a good friend. And there's another girl in class from 3D, she's really nice and helpful. She sits with me in all the Science classes and helps me out here and there. Our parents apparently know each other too. She goes for so many tuition classes O,O She's like lightyears ahead of me. She's still not that well versed with other classmates I guess. In Bio class, she finished what the teacher asked for immediately but she kept pushing me to present it for her, that probably was the first time I presented something that was totally not mine. She's nice anyways~ People that go for tuition during the holidays are a bit intimidating during lessons coz they seem like they know everything already.
Hoping to bring plants to class next week, and start working more efficiently. This happens whenever I start liking where I am, I go all out to make it feel more like a home to me. I hope my classmates won't disapprove of what I'm doing, I just like doing it, it's like home where my friends are everyday. When you can't change the situation you're in, try liking it, haha..
Form 3 was like rowing your paddles in a sampan to get to your destination. Form 4 is like.. hopping into a speedboat and not being able to even hold on to the controls.. Form 3 was like going round and round a merry-go-round, so simple, so stable. Form 4 is like going on a roller coaster, fast-paced. So unpredictable.
Everyday is like intense army training for the brain. So much information is being crammed into the organ in so little time. Before you understand what has just been fed to you, another huge spoonful comes along and forces you to swallow it. The lessons are mind-boggling aside from being nerve-wracking. It's terrible when you start seeing words appear then disappear as the duster goes past it. Everything comes and goes in an instant. Nothing seems to wait for you.
What I want is accompaniment. Be it with a friend or just someone I know. Someone to walk with to the school gate after the last bell rings to talk about the day and stuff. Dunno why, but that takes a huge load off me, makes me feel lighter. Happier. I like to smile and laugh a lot these days, even if there's no reason.. Yeah, sometimes hard things get impossible when you keep a straight, blank face. But being around someone who talks about nothing but studies and maybe a bit of other stuff is literally boring. Even in class, my friend has her own work to the for the time being and always leaves her place to talk to someone else about her work for PPS. That leaves me alone to stare into space, so I try to make myself busy by getting hold of anything to do, even reading the Malay novel that I never finish reading every year. We don't have a lot of stuff to talk about coz she says she's lazy to open her mouth to talk.. What!? And sometimes it's scary when she isn't in a good mood, it pressures me so much when she doesn't answer me or when I ask her what's wrong, it's like she starts telling me a bit then cuts it off by saying "No lah, I should be talking to someone else about this". It hurts me as a friend and I feel so uncomfortable. Sometimes she's ultra friendly and I just have to suit her mood. Be friendly to her when she's happy and stay away when she doesn't bother to reply. This hot and cold feeling is definitely what I hate the most. I don't even know why we got together in the first place. It was fine the first week but starting the next it was hot then cold, hot then cold. It's puzzling to think about what goes on in her head. That's just the negative part, don't get it the wrong way, I don't hate her, nor do I dislike her, I really like to be her friend actually. There's positive too.. She's great at schoolwork and she's really nice when she feels like it. That's all to say about the two weeks with her, obviously there are more negatives but I still really like her as a good friend. And there's another girl in class from 3D, she's really nice and helpful. She sits with me in all the Science classes and helps me out here and there. Our parents apparently know each other too. She goes for so many tuition classes O,O She's like lightyears ahead of me. She's still not that well versed with other classmates I guess. In Bio class, she finished what the teacher asked for immediately but she kept pushing me to present it for her, that probably was the first time I presented something that was totally not mine. She's nice anyways~ People that go for tuition during the holidays are a bit intimidating during lessons coz they seem like they know everything already.
Hoping to bring plants to class next week, and start working more efficiently. This happens whenever I start liking where I am, I go all out to make it feel more like a home to me. I hope my classmates won't disapprove of what I'm doing, I just like doing it, it's like home where my friends are everyday. When you can't change the situation you're in, try liking it, haha..
Saturday, January 1, 2011
New Year
The new school year is starting, again, I think this is the very first time I truly don't want to go to school, maybe coz I won't be able to play maple anymore, haha.. Some of my good friends aren't going to be in the same class with me, they told me we were but in the end it wasn't so it was quite disappointing to get your hopes up and finally get it crushed into smithereens..
I wonder how Form 4 learning is like, I really hope it'll not be hectic and difficult. I got this worry since so many people are taking tuition already, some even started days after the PMR.. My dad literally despises these kinda people, and I don't see the point to go for these 'early lessons'. It feels a bit like cheating coz you learn earlier than others, but does that really guarantee you better results?? No way, at least in my opinion..
I'm enjoying my holiday even though I'm always staying at home with a few outings to shopping centres like Midvalley, OneUtama and likes.. Anyway byebye 2010, hello 2011, I hope I won't write tomorrow's date as 3/1/2010, always can't get used to the year change in the first month, haha.. Happy New Year and may everyone be healthy and happy =D
I wonder how Form 4 learning is like, I really hope it'll not be hectic and difficult. I got this worry since so many people are taking tuition already, some even started days after the PMR.. My dad literally despises these kinda people, and I don't see the point to go for these 'early lessons'. It feels a bit like cheating coz you learn earlier than others, but does that really guarantee you better results?? No way, at least in my opinion..
I'm enjoying my holiday even though I'm always staying at home with a few outings to shopping centres like Midvalley, OneUtama and likes.. Anyway byebye 2010, hello 2011, I hope I won't write tomorrow's date as 3/1/2010, always can't get used to the year change in the first month, haha.. Happy New Year and may everyone be healthy and happy =D
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Christmas
The PMR results are out, most of my friends scored straight As, congrats to them! ^^ Feeling really happy for my friends. Was gonna have my celebratory dinner XD, then they ran out of my favourite fried chicken, haiz.. Had to opt for something else, I'm so relieved my father didn't walk off since they didn't have what we wanted to order, he usually does that, phew... It was an interesting evening... clearing the kitchen... The hose from the washing machine got detached and the whole kitchen was flooded... = = And there was a rat that ate a whole bag of chillies under the fridge, gross... Of course the rat wasn't there waiting to die, but all the dried chilly skins were.. I couldn't even imagine how much chillies the rat has been eating.. 10pm - mopping the kitchen floor a dozen times, using the water jet to get the chilly skins out of under the fridge, me in my pjs.. haiz.. It's Christmas Eve already, took 5 minutes to write this, haha..
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! Happy holidays folks.. XD
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! Happy holidays folks.. XD
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Digging into the holidays
Sharing the pc with my bro is just terrifying, especially when I want to play maple T.T... I do lots of housework when he plops himself in front of this thing called the monitor you're looking at, and doesn't move after that.. I practically have to get up when he's still asleep to play, sob.. The holidays have arrived and I have lots to focus on, my piano, gu zheng and probably taichi, haha.. Not to mention learning how to cook..
I go to my mum's shop almost everyday, learn the medicines and stuff, meet nice customers, unreasonable ones, neurotic ones, ones that cough and sneeze into your face, ones that seem like they wanna steal and some that bring 5 little children with squeeky shoes to run around the shop.. Sometimes it's really nerve wracking..
Looking forward to December when I can finally go out, of course with my family, when my aunt visits us.. I won't be cooped up at home for the whole holidays after all, phew.. My father just asked me what time I slept last night, he's been doing this since a long time ago, he already has a motto - the more you sleep, the taller you'll grow..
I don't think I'll be on my blog for a while, happy holidays~ = D
I go to my mum's shop almost everyday, learn the medicines and stuff, meet nice customers, unreasonable ones, neurotic ones, ones that cough and sneeze into your face, ones that seem like they wanna steal and some that bring 5 little children with squeeky shoes to run around the shop.. Sometimes it's really nerve wracking..
Looking forward to December when I can finally go out, of course with my family, when my aunt visits us.. I won't be cooped up at home for the whole holidays after all, phew.. My father just asked me what time I slept last night, he's been doing this since a long time ago, he already has a motto - the more you sleep, the taller you'll grow..
I don't think I'll be on my blog for a while, happy holidays~ = D
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Went to Petrosains and Aquaria, the trip was alright, I guess. Petrosains wasn't all that great, I still had the impression that sitting in the moving thing at the beginning and the end of the visit was just to conceal the fact that throughout the visit, the feel was just mediocre.. nothing special.. Aquaria was better, but I imagined it to have more stuff in it.. I sort of remembered that it was different from the way it was the last time I went there.
We went there after lunch, so as expected, nobody ever is punctual nowadays, we were like so late when we reached Aquaria.. My friends wanted to buy a bottle of water, we were at the food court, but they didn't want to buy water there. So I tagged along to Cold Storage since I didn't want to stray from them like I did in Petrosains. I couldn't believe they had to pick a bottle of water for like 15 minutes, so I kinda' ditched them and became an independent, again.. Followed the signs, and ran across the carpark, I didn't dare tell my parents about that, could feel the sub I had for lunch jump around in my stomach, and when I reached there, I found no one.. When we finally got in, I was first in line and the attendant actually asked me "Why do you look so sad, come, be happy, jump and say you're HAPPY!!" = =.. I squinted and looked him straight in the eye, and said " I'm not gonna jump. " End of story, he didn't dare bug me after that, haha... Actually, I become quite my old self when I'm not in a group, antisocial like anything... I feel much more at ease, though..
Back at school, I'm stuck with helping Pn Ku with her so-called analysis of PMR questions and Pn Chong with her never ending work she's giving out.. Not trying to be calculative or anything, but some teachers just are too much, they think since they're teachers they can ask us to do anything they like and most importantly, expect us to do it.. I really want to get my hands on the guy that gave me afternoon duty to distribute the school duty, he even jumbled up the words of my name around, I just hate it when people do that, they think they're so smart... = =
The coming week is going to be a nerve-wracking one, my bro's results are coming out.. haiz... He could play maple for hours and he didn't bother a bit about the exams, I mean I should be the one playing, not him... Oh well, it's my turn to play now~
We went there after lunch, so as expected, nobody ever is punctual nowadays, we were like so late when we reached Aquaria.. My friends wanted to buy a bottle of water, we were at the food court, but they didn't want to buy water there. So I tagged along to Cold Storage since I didn't want to stray from them like I did in Petrosains. I couldn't believe they had to pick a bottle of water for like 15 minutes, so I kinda' ditched them and became an independent, again.. Followed the signs, and ran across the carpark, I didn't dare tell my parents about that, could feel the sub I had for lunch jump around in my stomach, and when I reached there, I found no one.. When we finally got in, I was first in line and the attendant actually asked me "Why do you look so sad, come, be happy, jump and say you're HAPPY!!" = =.. I squinted and looked him straight in the eye, and said " I'm not gonna jump. " End of story, he didn't dare bug me after that, haha... Actually, I become quite my old self when I'm not in a group, antisocial like anything... I feel much more at ease, though..
Back at school, I'm stuck with helping Pn Ku with her so-called analysis of PMR questions and Pn Chong with her never ending work she's giving out.. Not trying to be calculative or anything, but some teachers just are too much, they think since they're teachers they can ask us to do anything they like and most importantly, expect us to do it.. I really want to get my hands on the guy that gave me afternoon duty to distribute the school duty, he even jumbled up the words of my name around, I just hate it when people do that, they think they're so smart... = =
The coming week is going to be a nerve-wracking one, my bro's results are coming out.. haiz... He could play maple for hours and he didn't bother a bit about the exams, I mean I should be the one playing, not him... Oh well, it's my turn to play now~
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Holidays,, started
The main thing I do nowadays probably is playing maple story, haha.. That's a more fun thing I can do that won't get my brother bored and probably me too. It's boring going to school and I only go once a week, it's necessary for me I guess, because it's easier for my parents. I can do the housework and tutor my brother.. Geez, he's just started his revision for the year end exam that's due in like 2 days.. = = Crash course man...
I'll be going to KLCC on Friday. Gonna visit Aquaria and Petrosains.. Have no idea what got into me last month to have signed up for the trip without anyone else in my class going.. But it ain't that bad, I've friends from other classes. I signed up solely for the reason that I really like going to these kinda places. So it won't matter if I was going with a bunch of friends or not.. Maybe this may sound like I'm consoling my poor self, but... no, that's not it.. haha.. Have a faint memory of going to Aquaria with someone close before, but I'd like to go again, with a sense of freedom I guess, since I'm already much older. Hey, it's my first school outing, better appreciate it, because I don't know whether it'll be my last. It was so hard to get permission to go..
Hope my friends have a good time at Broga and I hope my friends that kinda' betrayed me have a nice, boring holiday~ : p
I'll be going to KLCC on Friday. Gonna visit Aquaria and Petrosains.. Have no idea what got into me last month to have signed up for the trip without anyone else in my class going.. But it ain't that bad, I've friends from other classes. I signed up solely for the reason that I really like going to these kinda places. So it won't matter if I was going with a bunch of friends or not.. Maybe this may sound like I'm consoling my poor self, but... no, that's not it.. haha.. Have a faint memory of going to Aquaria with someone close before, but I'd like to go again, with a sense of freedom I guess, since I'm already much older. Hey, it's my first school outing, better appreciate it, because I don't know whether it'll be my last. It was so hard to get permission to go..
Hope my friends have a good time at Broga and I hope my friends that kinda' betrayed me have a nice, boring holiday~ : p
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Over, ya...
PMR's over and housework starts and won't end till next January.. My duty is to wipe the floor of the whole house, with a pail of water and a rag, not a mop, great... Actually I'm sort of wishing that there are still exams, well, that's certainly better than sitting in the hall and in the seminar room for ages.... Played games in the hall, watched movies in the seminar room and that was about all.. I can't believe I slept through half of Avatar... Gosh, when the door slammed I jumped, haiz...
Since PMR's over, I'm determined to finish reading a book, considering the fact that I've failed to finish a single storybook this year, how sad.. The title? The Thief Lord, haha... It's not bad, it's about two orphans that run away to Venice and join a group of thieves, maybe it's just me but I really like it.. Like the story and I like the Italian words.. Next I'm hoping to read Girl of Fortune, by Isabel Allende, hope I got her name right, haha... Wonder what I can find in the book fair on Monday.. Hoping to get the type of Chinese novels some of my friends are crazy about.. Wonder whether I'll buy it and leave it in my bookcase untouched.. Let's hope not..
Everybody's busy checking their answers for the pmr exams, I don't wanna have anything to do with it.. Too lazy.. Quite a few of my friends offered to give me the answers, even when I get an sms, I don't read it.. I mean, what's the point?? You can't go to the ministry and demand your answer sheet be given back to you even if you are wielding a knife can you? Ya, that's hysterical.. haha... Anyway, I see no purpose in checking, but most guys just do it to feel secure..
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Life's short and simple, it may have it's ups and downs, good times as well as bad.. Try to keep it at its best, not complicate it. Don't live miserably, step out of the darkness and into the light.. There's always a pot of gold on the other side of the rainbow right?? When I mean gold it's equivalent to happiness.
Since PMR's over, I'm determined to finish reading a book, considering the fact that I've failed to finish a single storybook this year, how sad.. The title? The Thief Lord, haha... It's not bad, it's about two orphans that run away to Venice and join a group of thieves, maybe it's just me but I really like it.. Like the story and I like the Italian words.. Next I'm hoping to read Girl of Fortune, by Isabel Allende, hope I got her name right, haha... Wonder what I can find in the book fair on Monday.. Hoping to get the type of Chinese novels some of my friends are crazy about.. Wonder whether I'll buy it and leave it in my bookcase untouched.. Let's hope not..
Everybody's busy checking their answers for the pmr exams, I don't wanna have anything to do with it.. Too lazy.. Quite a few of my friends offered to give me the answers, even when I get an sms, I don't read it.. I mean, what's the point?? You can't go to the ministry and demand your answer sheet be given back to you even if you are wielding a knife can you? Ya, that's hysterical.. haha... Anyway, I see no purpose in checking, but most guys just do it to feel secure..
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Life's short and simple, it may have it's ups and downs, good times as well as bad.. Try to keep it at its best, not complicate it. Don't live miserably, step out of the darkness and into the light.. There's always a pot of gold on the other side of the rainbow right?? When I mean gold it's equivalent to happiness.
Friday, October 1, 2010
So relaxed... = )
COUNTDOWN : 2 days till PMR..
Hey, it's time all 3rd formers sit for the biggest academic exam of the year. I bet everyone is slugging away with piles of books around them, but the facts don't seem to register into their brains, hehe.. My mom's afraid of me, 'cause I only revise in school and not at home.. Haha, currently watching korean dramas...
It feels like I'm not really worried about the PMR, I'm not stressed out at all, surprising for me.. My seniors in the Taichi Club were quite surprised too, when they saw that I attended the lesson for today. Collected my specs today, I only have to wear it when I'm looking at the board and the computer and stuff like that. And what caused me to become a 'four-eyed' er.. 'thing'.. or human being, well, it's the contraption sitting in front of you.. Right, it's the computer.. = =
Good luck to everyone taking the exams! Pray hard, keep cool and don't revise too much = D
Hey, it's time all 3rd formers sit for the biggest academic exam of the year. I bet everyone is slugging away with piles of books around them, but the facts don't seem to register into their brains, hehe.. My mom's afraid of me, 'cause I only revise in school and not at home.. Haha, currently watching korean dramas...
It feels like I'm not really worried about the PMR, I'm not stressed out at all, surprising for me.. My seniors in the Taichi Club were quite surprised too, when they saw that I attended the lesson for today. Collected my specs today, I only have to wear it when I'm looking at the board and the computer and stuff like that. And what caused me to become a 'four-eyed' er.. 'thing'.. or human being, well, it's the contraption sitting in front of you.. Right, it's the computer.. = =
Good luck to everyone taking the exams! Pray hard, keep cool and don't revise too much = D
Monday, September 13, 2010
Pressed..
Been really short of time lately.. Can't seem to find any time to do.....revision.. haha.. Feel like only a few of my classmates actually log into facebook lately, what on earth happened to the others?? Probably doing their preps for the exams.. haiz.. Better step up my game if I don't wanna regret it later.. XD
I guess I've been pretty relaxed, doing origami, watching tv, surfing the net, on facebook.. and writing in my blog.. haha.. I can't believe I'm reading manga.. shocking.. even to me.. haha.. Ah, the stuff I got from my aunt.. She went to Japan last month, so I benefit from it.. Got pens, a small pouch and a whole load of biscuits and stuff my cousin got me, my fridge is like it's gonna breakdown already.. My brother got a t-shirt saying 'I love sushi' XD.. He said he didn't want to wear such a weird thing.. So.. I inherited it.. yay = =
Had so much food lately.. I may not be able to fit into my pinafore when school starts.. Had xiao long bao at din tai fung in mid valley, sushi at sushi tei (they opened an outlet in the gardens already.. took over yo sushi I think), soup at espressoup, nasi kandar at SS2, indonesian food at bumbu desa at the Curve.. The nasi kandar, sushi and the xiao long baos were really good.. The worst was the Indonesian food.. I'm never going there again in my life.. The food was hardly edible, the squid was so tough you could chew your jaw off.. The lighting was terrible.. It was so dark, ya, romantic ambience is one thing, but not being able to see the bones in your fish??? I actually had to bring my piece of fish to a lamp beside me to pick out the bones.. = = The drinks were sooo expensive.. Was so unhappy with that place.. Hated it.. Looks like I had Chinese, Western, Japanese, Malay and Indian.. Wow, I'm interconnecting sejarah with my food already..
Tried to fry char kuey teow tonight.. a nightmare... The kuey teow stuck onto the wok and wouldn't let go.. = = Well, it was almost perfect the previous times.. haha.. I guess this is probably the best way for me to learn to accept failure.. Won't be updating my blog for a while I think.. maybe until after pmr?? Not sure about anything now..
Ya.. that's a rice scoop.. cute~
I guess I've been pretty relaxed, doing origami, watching tv, surfing the net, on facebook.. and writing in my blog.. haha.. I can't believe I'm reading manga.. shocking.. even to me.. haha.. Ah, the stuff I got from my aunt.. She went to Japan last month, so I benefit from it.. Got pens, a small pouch and a whole load of biscuits and stuff my cousin got me, my fridge is like it's gonna breakdown already.. My brother got a t-shirt saying 'I love sushi' XD.. He said he didn't want to wear such a weird thing.. So.. I inherited it.. yay = =
Had so much food lately.. I may not be able to fit into my pinafore when school starts.. Had xiao long bao at din tai fung in mid valley, sushi at sushi tei (they opened an outlet in the gardens already.. took over yo sushi I think), soup at espressoup, nasi kandar at SS2, indonesian food at bumbu desa at the Curve.. The nasi kandar, sushi and the xiao long baos were really good.. The worst was the Indonesian food.. I'm never going there again in my life.. The food was hardly edible, the squid was so tough you could chew your jaw off.. The lighting was terrible.. It was so dark, ya, romantic ambience is one thing, but not being able to see the bones in your fish??? I actually had to bring my piece of fish to a lamp beside me to pick out the bones.. = = The drinks were sooo expensive.. Was so unhappy with that place.. Hated it.. Looks like I had Chinese, Western, Japanese, Malay and Indian.. Wow, I'm interconnecting sejarah with my food already..
Tried to fry char kuey teow tonight.. a nightmare... The kuey teow stuck onto the wok and wouldn't let go.. = = Well, it was almost perfect the previous times.. haha.. I guess this is probably the best way for me to learn to accept failure.. Won't be updating my blog for a while I think.. maybe until after pmr?? Not sure about anything now..
Ya.. that's a rice scoop.. cute~Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Holidays coming soon.. : )
The two-week-long holidays are gonna start soon. Planning to study during that period of time and it seems like the only time left to study for the PMR, so I'm not gonna let it pass that easily.. haha.. Maintained my total score for last month's test, but my Chinese wasn't good this round, but Moral pulled my mark back up I guess.. Oh well, what matters is the PMR so this trial isn't that important. But I felt disappointed for one of my friends when he didn't get really great results, like he always did, I was quite sad I think.. I'm sure he's capable of scoring straight As.. haha.. I have doubts whether the trip to Broga will actually carry on as planned, hope it will even though I can't participate..
Helping my brother seems to be taking its toll on me.. I tutor him till late and he falls asleep while I'm talking.. ugh... I get little sleep as I go through reference books to mark out facts to minimize everything he needs to read.. I seem to be working harder than for my own exams... = = I knocked into a girl yesterday while going to class, dozing off while walking?! After tonight, I'll officially be free.. I have no idea how I'm going to go through 3 chapters of History in 2 hours with him.. And I have to translate everything into English and make up all sorts of weird stories so that he can remember the facts on top of that.. I can't believe I actually said that Parameswara wanted to eat chicken rice balls so badly so he decided to go to Melaka = =.. I tend to think about food lately, haha.. I made another cake the other day, I love chocolate.. haha.. The whole cake, from icing and everything was chocolate.. I think I like almost anything that's chocolate, except yoghurt.. My favourite for that has to be strawberry.. : D
Going to Singapore on Saturday, spending the weekend there.. Going there again on the weekend just before school starts.. I'm going to sit back and relax during the trip, looking forward to the goodies~
Helping my brother seems to be taking its toll on me.. I tutor him till late and he falls asleep while I'm talking.. ugh... I get little sleep as I go through reference books to mark out facts to minimize everything he needs to read.. I seem to be working harder than for my own exams... = = I knocked into a girl yesterday while going to class, dozing off while walking?! After tonight, I'll officially be free.. I have no idea how I'm going to go through 3 chapters of History in 2 hours with him.. And I have to translate everything into English and make up all sorts of weird stories so that he can remember the facts on top of that.. I can't believe I actually said that Parameswara wanted to eat chicken rice balls so badly so he decided to go to Melaka = =.. I tend to think about food lately, haha.. I made another cake the other day, I love chocolate.. haha.. The whole cake, from icing and everything was chocolate.. I think I like almost anything that's chocolate, except yoghurt.. My favourite for that has to be strawberry.. : D
Going to Singapore on Saturday, spending the weekend there.. Going there again on the weekend just before school starts.. I'm going to sit back and relax during the trip, looking forward to the goodies~
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Sweet stuff = )
The results have been churning out this week, I guess I didn't do that badly, haha... Improved in BM, Sejarah and Math, but had a significant drop in Geography, too bad.. Should have paid more attention to it.. Moral isn't counted in the total mark so I was a bit disappointed coz I scored really well in it, haha..
I was third in the circuit board contest. The prize consisted of some stationery and six reference books, wow.... The six were on Sejarah, Geografi, BM, English and Science. Had 4 for SPM and 2 for PMR, not to mention a load of PMR model tests.... haha... Would have appreciated books on Chemistry, Physics and Biology though, I'm starting to sound nerdy right?? Haha, those books would be great..
Felt bored after the exams so I made a cake and some agar-agar with my mom.. I even fried my own teriyaki tenggiri fish after school.. But I finished it before I took a picture of it.. haha... Our class' notice board was decorated in a hurry, Shuang Yuan said that I had high expectations of it.. Well, in the beginning maybe, but it wasn't my work so it didn't matter much to me.. Really dislike the people that like to criticise but never lift a finger to help, they just yap and yap about how this is not right, that is not distinct enough and bla bla bla... Got quite mad at them yesterday, but as soon as the school bell rang, off I went, didn't wanna stay with them any longer..
Tomorrow's a holiday, there's school on Saturday though.. Wonder how many people'll turn up.. haha.. Another week in school, and it'll be Raya holidays~
My agar-agar with peaches and passionfruit..Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Trying hard..
Haha, it's already the last day of the exam.. Could overcome all the hurdles for the past few days.. Surprisingly, I didn't have any stress at all this time round, felt so relaxed and calm.. But for the results, ah, that's up to God la.. haha...
It was a coincidence that the form 1 exam wasn't together with mine, so I could concentrate better on my own exams. Ever since my brother started secondary school, I never seemed to concentrate on my own revision, haha.. Had to be his tuition teacher, had to pester him to do his revision, and I always had to sit beside him and teach him.. Oh, especially Sejarah, had to tell him stories like a pro storyteller, haha... with action and all.. I made it so 'interesting' that even I couldn't believe it, haha... I had to talk and talk non-stop until late at night coz he kept butting in and asking me all sorts of weird questions... There was once when I even had a sore throat after teaching him, haiz.. I can't be a teacher, haha... After tomorrow, my bro's test'll be my priority.. haha...
I didn't go up to class once I reached school these few days, too lazy.. I have to admit I did stay downstairs for a particular reason, haha, but I was quite shocked with the result today, haha... So back to class I guess, I'm not gonna torture myself by staying downstairs anymore, it's no fun already.. Being with the classmates my age is much better.. Everybody seems to be excited about this test, they say that it determines the streaming for next year, so it's way important, ok, I understand... I wrote a really draggy english essay, playing truant? I didn't have a clue on how to write an essay about that... haiz.. and the title, lousy, I had no idea and it wasn't connected to my story, so I should flunk that.. Ya, you may think I'm bragging, but I admit I have high expectations and I can stress myself out just because I wrote something lousy, that's the way I was ever since I was little.. haha..
Wonder how my class will do the decorations for Merdeka, looking forward to that, haha...
It was a coincidence that the form 1 exam wasn't together with mine, so I could concentrate better on my own exams. Ever since my brother started secondary school, I never seemed to concentrate on my own revision, haha.. Had to be his tuition teacher, had to pester him to do his revision, and I always had to sit beside him and teach him.. Oh, especially Sejarah, had to tell him stories like a pro storyteller, haha... with action and all.. I made it so 'interesting' that even I couldn't believe it, haha... I had to talk and talk non-stop until late at night coz he kept butting in and asking me all sorts of weird questions... There was once when I even had a sore throat after teaching him, haiz.. I can't be a teacher, haha... After tomorrow, my bro's test'll be my priority.. haha...
I didn't go up to class once I reached school these few days, too lazy.. I have to admit I did stay downstairs for a particular reason, haha, but I was quite shocked with the result today, haha... So back to class I guess, I'm not gonna torture myself by staying downstairs anymore, it's no fun already.. Being with the classmates my age is much better.. Everybody seems to be excited about this test, they say that it determines the streaming for next year, so it's way important, ok, I understand... I wrote a really draggy english essay, playing truant? I didn't have a clue on how to write an essay about that... haiz.. and the title, lousy, I had no idea and it wasn't connected to my story, so I should flunk that.. Ya, you may think I'm bragging, but I admit I have high expectations and I can stress myself out just because I wrote something lousy, that's the way I was ever since I was little.. haha..
Wonder how my class will do the decorations for Merdeka, looking forward to that, haha...
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Tried my best,
Thanks to the support from my friends, I was really confident and relaxed during the piano exam.. I don't mean I did great, but at least I think I can pass.. haha...
It's been quite hectic lately, with exams popping right in front of my eyes, everyone seems to be staying home, doing their revision and stuff, the exam's only a day away.. That confidence of mine has spread to my schoolwork I guess, since I'm typing away without any hesitation and worry about revision, taking it easy.. haha... I hope I won't be far off my mark though.. This week's been a happy week for me, especially today... I got to see something I like 6 times, wahaha...... Not gonna dwell on that anymore, all the best to my friends for the upcoming trial, gambateh!! ^^
It's been quite hectic lately, with exams popping right in front of my eyes, everyone seems to be staying home, doing their revision and stuff, the exam's only a day away.. That confidence of mine has spread to my schoolwork I guess, since I'm typing away without any hesitation and worry about revision, taking it easy.. haha... I hope I won't be far off my mark though.. This week's been a happy week for me, especially today... I got to see something I like 6 times, wahaha...... Not gonna dwell on that anymore, all the best to my friends for the upcoming trial, gambateh!! ^^
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Cool Saturday
I was so busy looking for novel conflicts for my BM homework that I even had to deal with my own in real life. It's so stressful when you get mad at someone, you tend to wonder, was it your fault or was it the other person's.. I often try to mend the situation first, but sometimes I feel like I'm trash to my friends, I feel like I'm always taken advantage of by them.. I love my friends very much, but they don't appreciate the things I do for them.. It always feels like I'm the one that always believes that their really good friends that will always be with me, but that's totally wrong.. I hate losing my temper at them so I just walk away before I say something I'd regret later. That often gets me in a very lonely situation, back to how I was long ago, dreadful.. But enough of the negative stuff, self optimism is good for me (haha, sounds familiar right, SH?), so being independent is a great thing. I don't need to be delayed because I'm waiting for my friend, I don't have lend my book to my friend to bring home to copy the work that obviously I did, and hand it in myself early the next day, not to mention having to sweat it out all the way to the teacher's room. I don't want to do all that anymore!! I'm sick and tired of it, I do it for you guys, but you don't seem to give help when I need it... Maybe I'm too sensitive, but I'm standing my ground, I do not want to be treated like garbage..
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Today's seminar was a waste of time, I didn't like the speaker much. She actually called someone a moron in public, I don't understand how she could say that... haiz.. That guy just made a stupid remark, and since I sat in the front row, I heard her saying that guy won't understand what she said... Disgusting...
Got a box of pencils for answering an extremely easy question during the talk on safety in school, the people that I knew were kinda shocked that I went out to give the answer. They said that they would never dare to do such a thing coz it's embarassing.. So, you need self confidence as well as be brave to do such a thing, haha...
Bringing it to a close for today, I'm gonna be keeping my cool this fine Saturday~
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Today's seminar was a waste of time, I didn't like the speaker much. She actually called someone a moron in public, I don't understand how she could say that... haiz.. That guy just made a stupid remark, and since I sat in the front row, I heard her saying that guy won't understand what she said... Disgusting...
Got a box of pencils for answering an extremely easy question during the talk on safety in school, the people that I knew were kinda shocked that I went out to give the answer. They said that they would never dare to do such a thing coz it's embarassing.. So, you need self confidence as well as be brave to do such a thing, haha...
Bringing it to a close for today, I'm gonna be keeping my cool this fine Saturday~
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Burnt... ouch..
The circuit board assembling competition was held today... I substituted for Zhu Yi, hehe.. It went quite well, suprisingly.. I did alright I guess, Yan Yi got first again, congrats to her!! : ) Zheng Jie didn't do well though, but at least he tried, he said he wanted to gain experience.. Three of us sat together during the competition, we got new soldering tools, too.. = = I was relieved that I didn't need to fiddle with the old ones that don't heat up..
I helped May Leng with hers after I finished mine, she seemed to be struggling with it, together we tried to fix it as we faced time and time again, the words "TRY AGAIN, there's something wrong with it..." by En. Halias as he kept on smiling.. = = Got burnt here and there as I held the components for her as she used the soldering tool on them, yeah, they're conductors, so it was really stupid of me to hold them.. But at least after trying and trying and when she was about to give up, we tried one last time... and it could work!! We were ecstatic.... So it was worth it to see her so pleased, haha... Each of us received a file as a token for our participation.. Yue Shi and Jia Ying took part as well..
Still working on my headgear thingy for Art, wonder whether it'll come out right.. I don't think many of my classmates would actually make it.. oh well, it's good fun trying to make it, haha. So it was quite a fruitful day indeed!! Kudos to myself.. : )
I helped May Leng with hers after I finished mine, she seemed to be struggling with it, together we tried to fix it as we faced time and time again, the words "TRY AGAIN, there's something wrong with it..." by En. Halias as he kept on smiling.. = = Got burnt here and there as I held the components for her as she used the soldering tool on them, yeah, they're conductors, so it was really stupid of me to hold them.. But at least after trying and trying and when she was about to give up, we tried one last time... and it could work!! We were ecstatic.... So it was worth it to see her so pleased, haha... Each of us received a file as a token for our participation.. Yue Shi and Jia Ying took part as well..
Still working on my headgear thingy for Art, wonder whether it'll come out right.. I don't think many of my classmates would actually make it.. oh well, it's good fun trying to make it, haha. So it was quite a fruitful day indeed!! Kudos to myself.. : )
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