Saturday, November 21, 2009

Change... Again...

I want to start all over again, I want to change to be a better person but is that really possible for me? On one hand I have to grow up to eighteen when I'm not, and act mature, for my age I just want to be myself, I don't want to be someone I'm not, I just want to be me... I may be boring, irritating or just plain childish, but it's still me.. If I have to change, I still hope that I'll change for the better, not worse, but better. I want to be more cheerful and sociable, have a good set of values, be better to all my friends, my family, and I want to be successful not only in my studies but in being a good person. I don't want to care about what other people say or think about me, I'm just me, if I did something wrong or hurt you, just tell me and I'll try correct it, I won't know until you do.

In the new year to come, things may be tougher than usual but I still want to thrive, be with my friends and family, have a meaningful year... I hope I'll still have people to talk to, but the people that I like and trust sometimes just disappoint me.. The clock's ticking, there's not much time left to be with everyone you cherish, sooner or later they won't be by your side anymore..... Anyway, I'm going to stick to being the one who worries a lot, haha.... Be happy!! : )

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